I try to understand
I try to be there
I held your hand so often when you screamed
But when I was crying
All you did was tell me
“To get over it!”
Was I truly blind?
To your unkindness
Did I matter so little to you
Was all you ever needed a mirror?
I let it go now
But by God it hurt my heart
It set me so far apart from what I really wanted
Truly needed
And sometimes I just seem to be crying to the silence
Why is it that my needs matter so little?
And then the answer comes
From a still quiet inner voice
Just let them matter
To yourself.