Love is

Love is an allowing force. We can love someone and allow abuse it hurts going can twist our heart, soul and deep insides especially if we realise all the love we showed didn’t seem to figure much to that person if they shut an inner door on true feeling. Then we feel ourselves in the other side of that door. We feel invisible and yet we are with ourselves.

I’m getting to more forgiveness for this. At times it is inundating me in waves. I asked in early morning meditation for a reading today it was on emotionally unavailable parents. It said when we decide to show the love and interest in what happened to them we can turn the self centred hurt around. I cried deeply after reading it and felt my angels close.

I don’t want lack of love and attention to stop me opening to love. And if I give me what I need then there is more to give. Being highly sensitive and empathic due to past hurt or neglect may mean we suffer more but it may also mean we reach depths of insight others don’t. As we expand our capacity to encompass all of that multi-generational hurt maybe we have the ability to heal what we were forced to face and carry for the family collective. Not that we can ever heal what our loved ones suffer but if it helps us grow perhaps all of that suffering was not in vain.

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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