She waits for you
the girl you knew
the one with the fire in her heart
and a spring in her step
Too sad to think we lose the way to this
the most natural
flowing
abundant essence
of our inner self
Trying to please
and losing connection
suffering as youngsters the pain of hurt
the sting of rejection
of all that made us who we are
But still this essence of ourself
it is alight
somewhere deep inside
So this I think is most essential
that we recognize the healing potential
of tuning in
of looking back
of feeling the sting
that rings with a truth
too important to deny
So do not lie
ignore
or turn away
for if you do
the loss of connection
will continue to haunt you
for the rest of your life
if you do not take it seriously
For all of you life
she is waiting
for the adult you
to reclaim your power
To set that beloved precious one
Free
Beautiful and wise words… now to allow ourselves to feel the magical flow within all the time❤️ sending love x
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Thank you ❤️
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This is so poignant and beautifully written, Deborah. I can really relate to your words so much. Only recently have I begun to see myself as the adult who needs to protect and encourage my inner child after all these years. (I’m still on the waiting list for a new therapist. I’m hoping she can help me continue my journey into self-discovery and healing, although I’m wary that I don’t want to be suffocated about all my childhood traumas again.) Thank you for your reply to me on my ‘The Home’ post; I intend to reply to your kind words tomorrow. I have been so busy today, and can hardly keep my eyes open right now, so I will go to bed and start again, refreshed, in the morning. I hope you are well, my friend. Xx 😴🌷💞
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Ive been so ill Ellie so I am sorry for the late reply I really am praying you find a therapist soon but you must be the mother to your own child. You have all the power within you and your Higher Self.. believe me darling ❤️
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Oh, Deborah, I’m so terribly sorry you have been so ill. How awful for you. What has been happening? There is really no need to apologise for your late reply – I still haven’t replied to your comment on my ‘The Home’ post. I really don’t know where the time goes anymore. I don’t seem to stop these days. Thank you for your advice to be the mother to my own inner child. I do hope you are beginning to feel a little better now and that your progress into better health is rapid. Much love to you, my friend. Xx 💓🌹💞
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They are tyring to admit me as a mental patient due to anxiety responds. .its very
..very painful making me take drugs
Im hospital at present please pray for me.
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Oh, Deborah, I’m so, so sorry you’re in hospital and trying to cope with the drugs they are forcing on you. That’s just awful. I’m so sorry you are so very unwell. If I could come and get you, I’d wrap you up in a soft blanket and take you home with me until you felt better. I do hope you will be feeling better soon and back to your old self. I send you love, light, healing and blessings, my friend. Xxxx 💙💐💓💐💜
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Yes that’s exactly what I need but no one seems to get it. I am feeling totally broken right now. Hospital is the most unhealthy place but I let others talk me into it. That is what is really hurting me right now.
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Oh, that’s awful, Deborah. I can imagine what you are going through as I have been hospitalised against my will in the past. It was a long time ago, but I’ve never forgotten it. Hospital, especially, mental health ones, are such disempowering places and, as you say, unhealthy and unhelpful places to be. Do you have any idea how long you will be there for? I do hope it won’t be for too long. Sending you my love and gentle hugs. Xxx 💐💓💞
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I don’t have an alternative at this,stage Ellie it’s so frightening
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Oh, I’m so sorry you’re having an appallingly tough time there, Deborah. I’ve been thinking about you every day. I wish there was a way of getting you out of there. Do you know why you’re on a general rather than a psychiatric ward, although I don’t know which is more difficult? I can feel your pain and despair, and it sounds like you are going through hell, and I know it feels that way for you right now. Do you have any idea how long you’ll be in hospital for? Are you under a section? I’ve been sectioned in the past, and although I know it was for my own sake and safety, I hated it. I found it very disempowering. Please try to hold onto some hope, my friend, although that’s easier said than done, I know. You won’t be there forever, but I know you will only be able to look at the present at the moment, so perhaps, it’s a silly thing for me to say. Can you remind me what country you are in? I’ve got a feeling it’s Australia, but I could be entirely wrong, and if so, I apologise. I am hear for you, my friend, at any time you need to chat. I will always reply as soon as I possibly can. So much love to you and healing, comforting, and loving hugs for you. Xxx 💓💐💓
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No they decided against that. Since they listened to me and know I was emotionally abused. They are running tests and since I cant walk easily it might take some time to get home im so sorry you had that experience darling. It must have been awful.
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Fell like I’m in hell
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I can understand that from my own experiences, Deborah. Try to take one day at a time. I wish I could pluck you from there and take you somewhere quiet and peaceful. Much love to you, my friend. Xxx 💙💞💜
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And you my sweet darling
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This spoke directly to my soul!
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This spoke directly to my soul!
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That’s so lovely to read as our Inner Child guards the centre of our soul Blessings. ❤️💙🌈
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Oh no, don’t feel lonely you post opened me up to new possibilities. I pray you are feeling better soon ❤
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Lonely was a typo…..sorry. lovely
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