I will grow wiser from this

Facing pain and mistakes

Is surely never pleasant

But what brings us undone

Shows us where the tapestry was loosened

And so it is we often unravel on this

The difficult path of healing

Today you ground me down

With your disappointment and criticism

It was hard enough to be suffering

And I’ve already done so much for you

Maybe its time to stop

If you sit as judge and jury

What about the ways your own life fails?

It hurt me I cannot lie

And I hung around to be hammered

Why am I not kinder to myself?

Why do I always try

God knows I make mistakes

But rubbing my face in them

Does it realy make you feel any better

Empowering yourself on my suffering?

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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2 thoughts on “Mistakes”

  1. Sometimes, we just, don’t get the support we need from the outside, and we eventually, learned, that, we are the only one we have to count on, and, we stopped, looking for affirmations of our own selves, from those around us.


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