Screamed : (ribbons)

I screamed for far too long

Trapped in my trauma

Caught up in the negative cycle

Of trying to connect

To those whose eyes were only

Opaque mirrors

The fury that drove me

Was understandable

And it was the thing that hurt

And cut me so many times that I bled

All of the pain and struggle falling upon

My own head

Now I see the truth of how I wrestled

With the mind of a child

Yes the wild tide was the truth

But how was I to manage it?

And so it is I nearly drowned

Until the drowning became the force

That made me long to swim

To breathe

To open

To resurface and most of all to love

Even those who in the end

With their blindness and ignorance

Cut me to ribbons

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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