When I needed you : only human

When I needed you

Sadly your faces were turned away

I longed to play

To live as a free spirit

To breathe

To dance

How did that come to be so bad

Well it was just a shut down world

That shamed and brutalized

The given life of a child

Why is it that they wonder

That grandiosity and vulnerability are paired

In the modern curse of our narcissism

After all a person who feels good enough inside

Does not have to lie about who they are

And adopt all of these manifold disguises

That sheild the most fundamental truths

Of their heart

Sadly we split and divide

And judge and shame and blame

Its a fucked up game

I wish we could end it

The other day I saw a homeless man’s eyes

Shining bright

There was Christ consciousness beaming out

From that oricular light

And then I saw a stitched up business man

In a suit too small

Preparing himself for battle

It struck me as sad

But then

Isnt this just the nature

Of our human condition?

Now I feel I am seen

I feel I am known

I know without a doubt

My heart has value

And so does yours

For really in the end

Aren’t you and I

Only human?

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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