Sometimes it scares me
To walk in darkness
To wear a shroud
To give up hope
To loose my faith
When love does love still live
Dancing
Somewhere out there
In a field of dazzling light
When did this path I took become so terribly
Solitary and dark?
When did I lose step with my soul rhythm?
Sometimes I just cannot keep all of the tears inside
And so they burst out
What a bloody mess I tell myself
But who put the critic in control?
When the fuck will he end his toxic
Rampant strangle hold?
I watch others becoming aggressive
Not choosing love
But what about me
When did I become judge and jury
Or come to believe
I held any kind of monopoly
On truth?
Where is the proof this world is broken
Beyond any kind of repair?
What are the deep fissures in my heart
That keep my bring wedded
To images and beliefs
Of despair?
Can I bear the honest
Long protracted stare
In my own fractured mirror,?
Emerging From The Dark Night 
Boy do I relate to this Deb! I really get it, I get where your coming from. I feel as if I am a fractured mirror too at times. And will I ever be whole again? Who knows. But I just want you to know, sister, I get it. Xx
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Aww hugs darling you ARE WHOLE SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE I LOVE YOU DARLING ❤️
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