The wild storm : far away

If all of this emotion

All of this hidden feeling

Masquerading

As fear

Is a wild storm

Pulling me this way and that

Your clarion call will be the sonar

Of unconditional love that resonates

Deeply inside

Every

Single fiber

Of my being

When you bear

Testament to love

Then my all of my dark and hidden

Fearful places

Open

Like a tightly closed flower bud

Surprised by the Sun

After a rain shower

And as I bend to the ground

Which absorbs all of my pain

Not only mine

The pain

Of far too many

Lost generations

Then at the same time

Tiny seeds of light will be sown

Deep within the stony ground

And even though they will

Take time to bear wholesome fruit

Still I will allow the quivering

That is nothing less than my own buried life force

Awakening

From within the tightly enclosed capsule

I had to build

Thinking it would keep me

Safe

From

Harm

Frightening as it is

I must be brave

As

I rise again

To face the truth

While all of the sensations

Swirl

Uncoil

And unravel

Like a long entangled web

Of ignorance

That drove me on

Leading me to run

So very far

Away from you

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

Categories Avoidant Attachment, Emotional Recovery, Overwhelm, Panic Attacks, Spiritual Awakening6 Comments

6 thoughts on “The wild storm : far away”

  1. I never received the message so clearly that you have poetically expressed in verse. It was like I was watching a sexual encounter you have had a sharing of a rose opening up and invite the entering each of your petals to caress and how to make your Rose bloom completely. I hope you don’t mind my sharing my own experience of your poem

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    1. Youvr sexualising something about emotion in my opinion but it’s just my opinion. It feels a bit like a boundary violation to be blatantly honest. We all project onto things this is your projection not the intention with which I wrote this poem.

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