I long for my peace

When troubles intervene

And there seem to have been so many troubles

Sometimes I find it hard to breathe

Figuring out how to help

And is it even my job

Yet our deepest need as human beings

Is to connect

In caring, meaningful ways

When I am with you and you are numb

It is so hard

All of this emotion just pours out of me

As with a shut down face and bodu

You ask me what it is all about

See the thing I wonder a lot lately is

When did you make the final sacrifice

When did you decide you preferred



Distance from others and yourself

Over emotions and connection

Over taking down the mask?

For me sometimes I should have hid

How I really felt from you

When you reacted so cruelly

So what has happened to that anger now

It sometimes make me sick

Being close to you

There really is not a lot I can do

If you will not start

Loving and caring for your true self

Maybe she is going to stay buried

For the rest of your life

But I sometimes cannot breathe

Underneath all of the numb

You bring to my life

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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