A thought form : becoming

Sometimes lately it seems to me

It was only a thought form that kept me so

Alone, separate and unfree

Trapped in that frozen wilderness place

So terrified to open my heart fully

And embrace life

You came and you loved me

You tried to set me free

But it was the conditions inside of me

Keeping me lost

I see it now and sometimes its hard to understand

Was it the power of the ancestors

Holding my spirit down

Or my fear of saying goodbye to what was most familiar

All too calcifying

There is no lying

My heart aches for those lost years

I could have been free and living

And yet these are the conditions

Of my past existence

Life seems to me now

On the brink of this eclipse

Such a profound mystery

As I see how completely

That underworld place

Just captured me

And it seems to be

That our very beings are twin

There are dimensions to the depths and breadths of our soul

That span entirely different worlds

And as this seed inside of me calls me

To stop sleeping and to awaken

To abandon the darkened place

Still I teeter totter here

As wild birds flutter their wings

Circling deep inside my breast

Upon this tenuous precipice

Of my becoming

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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