I just want to post a quick update as its not been possible to function or even stand up since Wednesday. I do not know why only that the energy hit me that afternoon while watching a program where a woman died in the same way as my Dad. On the operating table as they tried to perform a tracheotomy. I had no idea this would be on the show and it all happened as the Moon met Pluto.
I had an attack and could not stand up. It completely blindsided me. I did manage to drive to therapy on Thursday but my left leg is not working properly. I also managed to hobble to a chiropractic appointment yesterday supported by a gentle man who helped me up the stairs. I do not know why I am in this place…today I’ve felt crushed by a force as my head trauma replayed. I am praying so hard this all passes. Its been occurring too since my sister is back in touch. We share the similar issues. But its frightening me..there feels such a powerful heavy force around lately…it been a real challenge to sleep walk and eat. Ive been having to rest in bed as I had three nights of no sleep.