not a healthy place

Lately I see

The places I chose


Were not really a healthy place to be

There was a part of me perhaps

Too frightened to embrace

The risk of freedom

Almost as if the fear of fully living

And throwing off the weight of unconscious death

Stole all of the air from my lungs

Almost as if the beating of the hooves of a thousand wild horses

Summoned up birthing fears

But how can we begin to live again

As a truer self

If we will not take the risk to die

For is not every death

Nothing but a change of form

And Christ Jesus said it well

When he declared

You cannot put new wine

Into old skins

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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