It seems such a long time ago
I lost my faith
Even though the sun rose
Inside my heart it was
So dark
With all of the memories of how much
I struggled
And how far I fell
From grace
There was a time in my life
I thought I may never stand again
Weighted down with the struggle
To find the true ground
On which to stand
Fearing the fall that would come
If I let go completely
Of everything
But in the end I just had to let go
Knowing you would be there
To greet me
And hold me safe
Within the emptiness
Amongst the shadows
Of my disappearing life
For it was only in that place
I could gain the strength
To realise
That the undoing was necessary
Along with the unravelling
So now it is I will
Just surrender to this
Completely
Surrender my doubt
Surrender my fear
Surrender my anger
Surrender my heart
To love
Emerging From The Dark Night 