Lost my faith : surrender to love

It seems such a long time ago

I lost my faith

Even though the sun rose

Inside my heart it was

So dark

With all of the memories of how much

I struggled

And how far I fell

From grace

There was a time in my life

I thought I may never stand again

Weighted down with the struggle

To find the true ground

On which to stand

Fearing the fall that would come

If I let go completely

Of everything

But in the end I just had to let go

Knowing you would be there

To greet me

And hold me safe

Within the emptiness

Amongst the shadows

Of my disappearing life

For it was only in that place

I could gain the strength

To realise

That the undoing was necessary

Along with the unravelling

So now it is I will

Just surrender to this


Surrender my doubt

Surrender my fear

Surrender my anger

Surrender my heart

To love

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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