This piercing in my head
Hurts like hell
Especially when you speak of the togetherness
I am barred the way from
Is it my permanent curse
To be exiled
To not be able to find
A way to be welcomed in
Unless I break down the door
And yet something in me falters
Feeling I don’t belong here
While another part feels spun awry
By this feeling
Are we not family
Flesh of the same flesh
With blood ties only severed
By a death
No one ever speaks of
Lingering like a ghost
Upon the eve of Christmas
So I will sit all alone here
Remembering so much
While you drive
Not really knowing the way
Full of anxiety
It would be so easy to reach out a hand to me
But instead I will be here
Crying into my hands
Knowing the one who offered me love
Is now exiled too
Because all along
It was just too impossible
To break the family curse
Emerging From The Dark Night 
It is amazing the number of people who have family curses, some families sold themselves into evil to avoid pain with the compromise of harming the good born into the family. So many have been cursed at birth or there abouts from evil family members. Too much of this goes on and we do not realise it. Heaven help you if you have a strong God Light in your eyes when young. Evil is hell bent of bringing all that is good down. Bless you for righting this. I am with you on this.
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And bless you for getting it. 💕
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You may find these links helpful on breaking family curses
https://www.myss.com/spell-breaking-spell-casters/
https://www.myss.com/checklist-popular-spells-people/
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Thank you. I will check them out.
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