Somehow I got it wrong
When you thought
I was sad you did something to try and make me feel better
But the truth was I would have come good all on my own
Thanks for that.
Now I am the one who actively pursued and discredited you to ‘ruin your reputation’.
My friend you have over 20 times more likers than me.
So may be that is your victory.
The thing is I started to blog merely to express myself.
Not to impress anyone else
And I most certainly never meant to hurt you
But obviously I went about it the wrong way
Trying to sort out the mess in a blog
Getting your intentions wrong.
I tried to apologise and I cried and cried.
There is nothing now to do but let the entire thing go.
I need to laugh about it all and take myself less seriously.
I am human and I get it wrong
I am the first to say that I have wounds
And at times they confuse me about others intentions.
I do not always get it right
But never the less I do manage to sleep at night.
I stuff up and I can own it.
But in the end I need to let it all go
Because your reaction
Is way beyond me
And my ability to control it.