Into chaos

Life has caught me up

And tumbled me round

Like someone with their shoe lace

Caught on the tread of a ferris wheel

Round and round I go

Either high or low

Seeing the view from differing angles

Every time

Fearing for my life

Never really knowing

Which turn of the wheel

Will land me right side up

And then at other times

Everything inside me

Collapses in upon itself

Like an exploding star

Sending out light beams of dream wonder

Along a pathway of chaos

Reminding me

That what gave birth to me

Has hidden roots so deep

Their source appears

Impossible to negotiate

At times I feel I am entirely lost

Was it that I just counted the cost of things

For far too long

And ransomed present time

Nothing ever seems to stay the same

And if life is a game

Lately it feels like I am the loser

All this loss and confusion

No supports anywhere

I run and run on the gerbil wheel

Getting nowhere

Only watching

The same view appear round and round

From differing angles

As the spiral ferris wheel spins me

Deeper and deeper

Into chaos

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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