No more

I don’t know if I want this any more

A love that tells me Its not okay to share my heart

So publicly

A person that does not celebrate

How important it is

For me to be free

Please I do not want to be put back in your box

Don’t you know what a struggle it has been for me

To find my voice

And to feel that I finally have a choice

Over what I will and will not accept in my life

So insecure that I for years

Only expected or accepted the crumbs

Well by God I wont fucking have this done to me again

Don’t try to silence me

Don’t take my voice away For if you do

You are going to find yourself

Standing in your lonely kingdom

Solitary

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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