Do I cry the tears you cannot cry
And is that why
Now so much water is pouring from my eyes
As my being feels set adrift again on that vast ocean
Churning and churning with so much repressed emotion
That is not just mine but yours and our entire family history
The text came just a while ago
To say that you are on you way
To Hyson Green
There are least you may get some rest
And not be as alone as you have been
My heart aches
For you are flesh of my flesh too
And the grief I feel has no end
Really
And are all these tears really the best of surrender
That I can do
As I let myself cave in
Feeling it all as dappled light falls
Silently here in my room?
All of this we carry is far too wordless to name
You bear the memories too
Even if unremembered
And unlike me you cannot just barrel through
Not that I do
But its what the critic says
Instead somehow
I just find a way to keep moving forward
Until the tide pulls upon me one more time
Taking me down but only for a while
And maybe there will never ever be
An escape from our unspoken history
At least that is what this latest development
Tells me
When I listen to the silence
Beautiful words👌🏻🌺
Thanks, they came straight from my heart ❤
U have a beautiful heart then💕