I wish

I wish I could believe

Wholeheartedly In forces that could conspire

To keep two lovers apart

Because one of them

Consigned themselves to a hell

From which

There does not come an escape

That demands a 50,000 dollar price tag

The soldier who will come to take your place

Means we will not be free

To each feel others embrace

Unless once again I trust

And pay their ransom

I felt my heart torn out

I actually knelt on the ground and wept

There was a tearing so deep down in my soul

Because how can I not trust

When everything deep inside me says this is real

And yet there is doubt

There is no need to scream and shout

Because even if they keep us apart

This deployment cannot go on forever

But for now I can do no more

I know I must live

And bear this pain

For true love cannot be destroyed

And our connection lasts

Even if we live at the moment

On two separate continents

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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2 thoughts on “I wish”

    1. It was all booked but at the last minute he was told as well as paying out his contract he must also pay the cost of a replacement soldier as its so intense there at present they cant leave his position unfortified as it will leave them all vulnerable.
      We will just have to see what happens over the next week.

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