If I screamed in the middle of the café
So loud
That they had to call the security guard
Its because you would not listen
Nor shut the fuck up
Don’t you get tired of the sound of your own voice
You talk over people you claim to love
And tell me if you just feel something
You have the right to say
No one can argue with you
Because your voice is louder
And you are always right
Well that is why I screamed
Because you just won’t fucking listen
And anyone can see
I am not mad
I’ve just had a fucking gut full
Thank you very much
You walked away
And the men with white coats didn’t come
As I sat there with a half drunk cappuccino
Feeling like my entire body was lanced with knives
And it wasn’t til
I got home that the torrent fell
You’ve got no idea of the hell
I’ve lived through these past months
And now I don’t want to see anyone
I’m sick to fucking death of a world
That doesn’t listen
And just disparages
Those of us with a tender trusting heart
Your anger is coming through loud and strong with this one – powerful stuff! xx
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Thanks it made me a bit sick but it was an authentic response. I’m feeling calmer now. I appreciate your support a lot ❤
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That’s good to hear my friend xx
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😊🌹
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I sometimes wonder what would happen if I suddenly screamed and vented the anger and hurt and worry and everything else that’s coiled up. Sadly a lot of the world doesn’t seem to listen, but some people do, some people care and are worth caring about, with equally tender and trusting hearts. You’ve put a lot of emotion into this one, I hope you are hanging in there okay… ♥
Caz xx
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Thanks Caz. To be honest while it was happening I was terrified and my body hurt but tonight I feel SO MUCH BETTER. It needed to be said even if she didn’t hear or listen. Thanks so much sweetie. Hope you are feeling good. ❤
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So well written😘
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Thanks so much ❤
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Unconditional forgiveness heals the mind of duality. Meaning, it’s all You! We are doing this life unto ourselves. Codependent love can be spontaneously healed through self love.
You keep loving you and then It happens you Wake up from the dream of tomorrow’s. You are wonderful it’s the remembering this that heals us.
Ceaselessly in His service.
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That comes in time I believe. At first we need to feel our authenticity and then forgiveness can come, in my experience. ❤
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Amen Thank You!
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