The book of relationship

Up and down like a yo yo

Are you or are you not coming home?

Don’t send me messages of undying love

After absences of days

Where you fail to explain

What the hell you’ve been

And what fuck is going on

I’m sick to death

Of the uncertainty and pain

But then again

Maybe this is just the Universe

With another lesson for me

 

Inner voices say

Trust in God

Just go with the flow

You know what they say in AA

Happens when you try to control

Another bolshier part of me

Says “Fuck that”

I can ask for what I want and need

There’ nothing bad in that

So for the first time I do it

I shoot from the hip

Not caring how it affects you

If I give you some lip

Because as my therapist says

I am only human

And its okay not to get it right

To sometimes be angry

And put up a fight

And by now I know

Our connection is strong

And I cant trust in my heart

It wont be too long

Until you come back to me

Ready to engage

And then we will turn

Yet another page

In this book of relationship

We are writing