The book of relationship

Up and down like a yo yo

Are you or are you not coming home?

Don’t send me messages of undying love

After absences of days

Where you fail to explain

What the hell you’ve been

And what fuck is going on

I’m sick to death

Of the uncertainty and pain

But then again

Maybe this is just the Universe

With another lesson for me


Inner voices say

Trust in God

Just go with the flow

You know what they say in AA

Happens when you try to control

Another bolshier part of me

Says “Fuck that”

I can ask for what I want and need

There’ nothing bad in that

So for the first time I do it

I shoot from the hip

Not caring how it affects you

If I give you some lip

Because as my therapist says

I am only human

And its okay not to get it right

To sometimes be angry

And put up a fight

And by now I know

Our connection is strong

And I cant trust in my heart

It wont be too long

Until you come back to me

Ready to engage

And then we will turn

Yet another page

In this book of relationship

We are writing

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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