Go for it

I never felt I could

Summon up my will

And say

This is what I want

And feel I had the right

To go for it

I learned from a younger age

That all the power lay outside of me

And that I had to dance so hard

To be noticed or to make you stay

But now I am realising

That for so long I have had the truth all upside down

Heart is fooled by head

And my heart is all in a mess

In a body

That felt it had no right to happiness

How can it be

That I locked this longing of mine to be free

So deeply inside of me

That I had to swallow down such lies and pain

It has taken me so long

To feel I had the right

To go for anything

So that now as opportunity comes

I feel the fear

Do I have the right to be fully alive

To know I have the right to be happy

And to go for what it is

I truly want?

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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