This imperfect day


You made me hope again

In dreams

And in the safety of a place

I could just be me

And be accepted totally

So freed

From the burden of having to be

That which I was not

So for that even now I must thank you

While I also rage at your absence

You said you knew it would not be easy

But in you I sense someone who can withstand the fire

And not be too badly burnt

And that you see what goes on under the surface of me

In that deeper place

Who knows if we will ever meet

I see how this whole thing

Makes me toss and turn

As Mars wreaks his thunder in my stomach

But just for those moments

When your heart touched mine

I will be grateful

For who knows what more there is

And we can only live this day

Imperfect is it is

And as much as its stark reality

Challenges our deepest longings and fears

We must surrender and open

Because as my father always said

Whatever will be will be

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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10 thoughts on “This imperfect day”

    1. Aww thanks I have a Mars transit at the moment and I can really feel it as when I get these ‘hits’ it impacts everything due to the way my chart is but Mars is anger and asseriton too which Ive never been great at. Thanks for the feeback.

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