not expecting to be believed

Amen so many of us are not believed. Its heartbreaking…

Nadine Of The Cave

that is what i must accept:
i will not be believed
my words will be twisted
against me yet again
but this time it will be the law
the lawyers and judges looking down

i have never been certain of truth
because i have always been told
that my truths were not real
and getting a phd was supposed
to prove that i knew something
yet they still turn my words around

look at how I overcame my adversities
becoming a professor of psychology
not a therapist but a researcher
because i must find evidence
to prove that i am not crazy
and that we are all suffering

the traumas scattered about
through our personal histories
and collective experiences
passed through our RNA
and flexible neural networks
but most of all our consciousness

i yearn some warm touch of love
that i’ve tried to give my babes
while so rarely…

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"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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