A door closes

Closed doors

When a door closes

Do I keep it shut

Do I stop

This restless pursuit of connection

Driven by confusion

Or do I quietly walk away

Turning back to face myself

Surely someone who wants you in their life

Keeps the door open

They respond when you call

Most certainly this closed door is a sign

And leads me to question


At other times I pursued

So desperately

Those who wanted not that much to do with me

When all the signs were there

Pointing in another direction

There are those that say

To stay and fight

So is it cowardice

Or bravery to surrender

Let go

And walk away

Do I ask if Mercury

Turning on his tail

And changing direction

May not be leading me

Towards other

Deeper connections

So I let go

I allow the closed door to be

I turn within again

This closed door is so familiar to me

I am so so tired of fighting

Maybe what is behind it

Was never meant for me

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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