Blood stains on white


A voice of love

You cried out in the wilderness

While all around those who were deaf or blind

Said to you I dont see anything going on

All is fine here

But you felt the decay

That was appearing from under the surface

Of a perfect veneer

Painted heavenly white

You felt the red blood pumping

Trying so hard to bring some life

To what became deadened


A numbing perfectionism

A defence against real life

And flight from loneliness and pain

And so

If you became spun so tight

Is it any wonder

You could not stop


From trying far too hard

To wash the blood stains out

And then became all twisted up with pain

Of your unlived life

And bleed at night


Staining cotton sheets

For it was only one who could confirm

The deeper reality you nearly froze inside

And then he died too

Leaving you so alone

And yet you journeyed on

And did not quit

Until you found another soul who saw you too

And so now

You are unravelling

From being spun so tight

So my darling one

Let yourself live

Set yourself free

And the let blood stains speak

In words of poetry

Of the inner battle you fought so long and hard

To win

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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