Introspection on my inner world and the Leo Lunar Eclipse

I just thought I would reblog this. I had a major conflict last year with a fellow blogger all around the last Leo Lunar Eclipse. It raised some issue for me which I struggled to work through in this blog. The person in question was trying to get me more exposure but I ended up feeling invaded. She then got angry when I didnt tell her that but at the time I was not fully conscious of my reactions. I ar reposting this to show how fallible I am at times and a work in progress. Expressing myself more directly without fear is a big issue for me. And relates to the missing confidence of that Leo Sun who can just radiate light/self and not feel ashamed to shine. (As an Aquarian Sun Moon Mars Venus and Mercury square Neptune) I dont do this very well.

Emerging From The Dark Night

Life constantly brings change, yet eclipses always demarcate a period of accelerated change with synchronous endings and beginnings.  New relationships, attractions, experiences, and work opportunities appear seemingly out of nowhere with full force of manifestation, surprising us with their dramatic entrance into our surface reality.  Eclipses are also mysterious portals that hold profound shifts in the enfoldment of our destiny, as many of the changes signified by an eclipse are happening under the surface and not immediately observable in the surrounding period of the lunation.  We stand at the crossroads during eclipses bidding farewell to aspects of identity that can require grieving, while simultaneously welcoming exciting new experiences and relationships that need to be integrated into one’s life.

Any kind of interpersonal conflict tends to make me introspective.  I have become more aware lately of how my amygdala or emotional brain so quickly kicks into gear at certain events and I…

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"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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