Allow me : the hurting place


Allow me please

The deep dive inward

That leads towards the hurting place

Don’t tell me platitudes

Because they will not help

The process I am undergoing

Don’t you see

Its for each of us to hold our pain

But some help would mean

We were not exiled

Left all alone in it

If I am gone from you for days

I understand how that absence hurts

You felt you were living with a ghost

But I was always here

Hovering in the shadows

Looking for signs of your love

When it hurt you

And touched you

In that place of your original wound

I know, my love how hard it was

I see it all now

Seven years down the track

That separated us in December

But I always loved you

My love was real

Even if it was a love so often hard for you to find

And I remember now

How it was for us

And I am grateful even though our tearing apart hurt

That finally I could find that place

I could never fully escape on my road to healing

I will carry always

Deep within my heart

The memory of how we tried

To reach across a deep divide

And know that ultimately

It could never be for us

In this life

If we wanted to be free

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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