Conduit of love


Conduit of love

Open river flowing between us

Flesh upon flesh

Heart to heart

Each beating quietly

Feeling each other’s soul

Present in the silence

So many battles between you and I

I did not know what I carried

Was not your fault

I misunderstood

And I was lost

And then I battled for years

To have what you could never give me

And it seems to me now

I wandered for years

Being pushed away I learned it was easier

Not to seek comfort

To distrust connection

And seek validation

In all the wrong places

I never saw before

How much I feared

Opening my heart

And why

Now the entire defence crumbles

As we sit side by side

Deeper emotional truths and wounds are known

I know that very soon it will be time to say goodbye

And let you go

You remind me that you love me

Always remember that, you say

I know Mum

It was hard to feel it sometimes

But now my heart breaks open with the knowing

Conduit of love

Open river flowing between us

Carrying us both to a vast ocean

Where we dissolve

Into infinite grace

Into forgiveness

Into peace

Into light

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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