Runing in a storm

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It only felt safe away from you

So away from you I ran

With all these locked up feelings inside

Which longed so desperately to find a home

They became a raging river

Storm filled skies clouded my vision

Until I was lost

Led only by a raging hunger

Driven away from any sense

Deep rivulets of longing and hurt

Became silted rivers

As all along my veins

Pain sang its silent truth

And in my solitude

I struggled to track its pathways

Along my meridians

Grief and hunger

Longing and desire

You are locked up energies

And so easily masquerade

Driving us to desperate places

Where we seek solace

Among the broken

Like lost ghosts with no faces

We scare the frightened child away

We run not knowing what is is we are running from or to

But still our heart beats on

Setting up its stacato rhythm

Trying to waken us from our sleep

To the sound of our hidden music

The buried song that lives deep inside

That we lost our will to sing

So long ago

And all the time truth and grief

Wrestle in us deep inside

Seeking and seeking expression

A place of understanding

We fall to our knees in the midst of a storm

Become a torrent

Become a quagmire

Shedding the tears that find no ocean of acceptance

No outer home

They pool at our feet

We surrender finally to the devestating truth

That we will forever be alone

Holding this silent grief

That never found a home

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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