My heart, opening to the deep


This afternoon there is a flood

Or a deep ocean that is flowing from within

I did not know that there were

Gates around my heart

Which this vast ocean

Was trying to breach

Today I saw how much deeper everything was

And how my own ego’s vision obscured

For so many years

Deeper truths than one alone

Could ever know

Erecting powerful barricades

Driven by fear and defence

The love I longed for

Could not be returned in the way I needed then

But which I am now sensing so deeply

Was present though not spoken

Today becomes a torrent

Sweeping my soul clean

Of mistaken views

I am so sorry for the years I spent

Locked in barren isolation

But would todays feelings be possible

If I had not travelled that path

I know how it is to be so far from human aid

And to form barricades

Behind which the hurting heart

Hungers and bleeds

But now my soul is being freed

And it is such a powerful release

I know not from where this liberation comes

 Because it is beyond reason

So I just surrender to it

And smile while I cry

With gratitude

Saying, Yes

Love Please enter

Through this open door

That was formerly closed

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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