So many times I found myself
Without a mother
Without a home
Wandering here and there
With pain locked silently
So deep inside
But how could I know before
This pain of being motherless and of motherloss
Stretched generations back
From deep within the ancestral spiral
I feel your pain and grief
Speaking to me Thomas
Your mother died
And you, too went so very far from home
I will never fully know
The deep pain you carried
And drank down
But I want you to know I feel you
Across the ages
Deep inside the spiral vortex
Of ancestors
And in tears I shed now
I sense your unspoken, unwitnessed grief
I want you to know I understand
And how my heart aches now
To say to my mother No I cannot come
Though deep longing pulls on me
With invisible threads
Yet deep with the silence
This I know
There is a love that never ends
And we carry its imprints
Of motherlessness
Of mother loss
Until we find the mother
Deep inside
Who will comfort us
Bear witness to all the pain
And dry our tears
As they fall like rain
Within our soul
This is so intense. Reading this I feel all kinds of emotions coming up😲
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Yes.. its a very deep issue for many of us. I hope you aren’t too overwhelmed by it ❤
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