The problem of thinking too much

Left alone with too much thinking

I go into a dark place

Being left alone

In a vast empty space

Not knowing what is going down

I make monsters of not knowing

And at the centre

My wounded self

Spins a lie or many lies

That become a web of entrapment

In which I become stuck

So today I go toward the light instead

 I go out into the garden

Touch the earth

Feel the sunshine

I get out of my head

Full of doubt and past pain

And enter the present moment

Where the light lives

What is past is dead and gone

It had its impact

But I don’t want it to hold me prisoner

For the prison I create

Is all within my mind

And the only freedom I can find

Is in living beyond the scripts it runs

And the miracle today

When I went into the garden

And entered the present moment

Your call finally came

I found out what is really going down

And learned once again

That all the lies I make up in the emptiness

Are nothing but fiction

Ways in which I torture myself

Due to being left alone

And thinking too many

Negative thoughts

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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