Bestowing love on circumstance


Stuck in a pit of raw need

Not getting what I want


And I need to tend this hurt

But I cannot stay stuck here

In this deeply painful place

Hurting over and over and over again

There is an emptiness at the base of this

And in touching it with acceptance

Resistance fades

This shows me where

In fighting reality

I am making things harder

Can I surrender deeply?

Can I let go and let God?

This is the only thing

That will bring release

God these wounds you gave

Open my heart wider

To the reality of love’s absence

That in hurting makes me realise

Love’s ultimate value

Let that love now

Be the love

I bestow upon myself

Upon others

And upon circumstance

Published by: emergingfromthedarknight

"The religious naturalist is provisioned with tales of natural emergence that are, to my mind, far more magical than traditional miracles. Emergence is inherent in everything that is alive, allowing our yearning for supernatural miracles to be subsumed by our joy in the countless miracles that surround us." Ursula Goodenough How to describe oneself? People are a mystery and there is so much more to us than just our particular experiences or occupations. I could write down a list of attributes and they still might not paint a complete picture pf Deborah Louise and in any case it would not be the full truth of me. I would say that my purpose here on Wordpress is to express some of my random experiences, thoughts and feelings, to share about my particular journey and explore some subjects dear to my heart, such as emotional recovery, healing and astrology while posting up some of the prose/poems which are an outgrowth of my labours with life, love and relationships. If anything I write touches you I would be so pleased to hear for the purpose of reaching out and expressung ourselves is hopefully to connect with each other and find where our souls meet.

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